Today, I won't reply to your messages. I won't pick up the phone when you call. Today, I'll forget to say I love you, and I won't remember that I should, in case I don't get a chance to tell you tomorrow.
Today, I'll pretend I don't have a future. I'll pretend that forever is just a word. That there is no tomorrow, no next Saturday, no next month. Today, I'll eat all the chocolate I've been saving for a bad day, even though I know things could be worse.
Today I'll be selfish and take a bubble bath, even though you are alone and want company. Today, I'll eat the last piece of pizza even though I know I should save it for you.
But that's just who I am today.
Tomorrow?
If you're still here tomorrow, I'll try to be different. For you.